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Posted on 2010.09.10 at 00:21

TITLE: Liquid Static
PAIRING/POV: Rob/Kristen
SUMMARY:  I finally finished it! :) It took me a while, so I apologise, but I'm a perfectionist & it's hard for me to let my one-shots go sometimes! I'm guessing you all know what this is about if I say...Bootypest!! ;) Ohhh yes. Set around Kristen's birthday, when she went to visit Rob in Budapest, for Bel Ami filming. It's my interpretation of how I think Kristen came to own the infamous ring & necklace, because I think they were a pretty big deal. Also included - sexytimes, though brief, & a cupcake! Enjoy, my dears! (: xo
WARNINGS: Sexual situations.
DISCLAIMER: Very sadly, I do not own Rob or Kristen. I just like to think I do ;) They are real people & I just like to toy with them.

I never planned my birthdays. They always seemed to just sneak up on me when I was working or far too busy to organise celebrations. And, besides, it was a well known fact amongst my family and friends that I hated being the centre of attention,  which is why  I constantly found myself dismissing my brothers’ wishes for a party packed with everyone I’d ever met. But that wasn’t the main reason. Not at all. In all honesty, I’d gotten used to having Rob around for my birthdays, now that he’d been there two years in a row; it felt comfortable and routine for him to be there, and with him gone filming Bel Ami in Hungary, I knew that I’d feel lost without him by my side.  

I hadn’t seen Rob in over 2 weeks, not since we attended the BAFTA awards together. For myself, and for him also, I was sure, that even that was too brief and fleeting; we never had enough time together. But, we knew what we were signing up for when we started a relationship. We were both actors, and so we would have to learn to deal with going at it long distances sometimes, regardless of how tough it was. Our first separation was after New Moon, when I was in L.A and Rob in New York, and I’d never felt more alone in my entire life. We were so close, but so far also. And yet, this was more difficult. It got harder with every separation; even with short ones, because we grew closer with each moment, so saying goodbye was too bittersweet. I simply kept telling myself that I would wait 6 months or maybe more, just for the reunion, because our time together was always bliss.

It wasn’t long before people started to take note of this loneliness. One morning, when I went to visit my parents, my Mom must have noticed the longing in my eyes, because she pulled me aside and without even bothering to greet me, she turned to me with a serious expression, both hands on my shoulders, and said “Go be with him. I know that’s what you want. Why are you even still here?”

“You’re sure?” I checked, not wanting to offend her. “You don’t mind?”

“Don’t be silly, you know I love Rob. I just want you to be happy on your birthday and I know that he makes you happy”

And she was right. He did make me happy. More so than anyone or anything. I didn’t know why I hadn’t thought of it before.

I didn’t waste a minute, hurriedly throwing some clothes into a duffel bag and hopping onto the first flight to Budapest I could find.

Hence, why I was now sat on the sofa in Rob’s trailer, awaiting his arrival. In Budapest. On my birthday. And it felt so right; there was nowhere else in the world I’d rather be.

Any other day, I would have gladly gone over to watch Rob film his scene, but, for one, I wanted my guest appearance on set to be a surprise, and secondly, I knew that if Rob spotted me after our time apart, I would end up being a distraction rather than a help. Settling on the sofa to wait for him, I caught a glimpse of his black beanie out of the corner of my eye and picked it up instantly, glad to hold any piece of him, especially one he cherished so dearly. I laughed as I remembered the time he’d lent it to me for Eclipse promotion in Sydney and texted me about a thousand times to check I hadn’t misplaced it, dropped in the water, or set it on fire by accident.

The hat felt so...like Rob. It smelt of him – of the Camel’s Lights cigarettes he and I both smoked but always pledged to give up eventually, of the musky aftershave he always used, and of the Herbal Essences shampoo he’d discovered a love for when he found it on our bedroom counter not long ago. It felt like home. I clutched his beanie tightly in one hand and glanced around his trailer curiously. He wasn’t one for furnishing his trailers and neither was I – in fact, the only furnishing I ever needed was Jella – but no one could mistake that this particular trailer belonged to Rob, what with the mini fridge, Raybans on the countertop, the script covered in red, messy, handwritten notes, and the framed picture of he and I on the – wait, I thought with a start. I’d never seen that before.

I moved off the sofa to the counter near the door, where Rob had framed the very familiar picture of himself, Jella and I that my brother had taken in our house about six months prior. I smirked to myself at the strained relationship Rob had with the other man in my life, but the picture warmed my heart at the same time. We looked like a happy family, Rob with one arm around me and the other around my cat, or our cat, I corrected myself. I’d invited Rob into my life with open arms and never looked back. It both amazed and scared me a little to think of how far we’d come and the many obstacles we’d already overcome. I just prayed things never changed.

Just as I began to go down memory lane, the door unlatched behind me, and I jumped, the beanie long forgotten.

Rob stood there looking every bit the sex god as per usual, incredibly handsome, in all his Victorian dress and black top hat in hand. His eyes widened in shock as he took in my presence and the next thing I knew, I was gathered up in his arms before I’d had the chance to blink.

“Kristen! I...oh my god, I can’t believe you’re here!” Rob exclaimed, embracing me with such vigour that I was lifted off my feet and swung around the room.

“Here I am!” I smiled back, every pore in my body sinking into him, every cell in my body sighing in relief at finally being able to be held by him again after what seemed like an eternity.

“I missed you so much” Rob murmured, kissing everywhere he could reach, whilst I melted under his touch. “I was going to fly back to you if I couldn’t see you soon”

“I know. I missed you too” I replied quietly, “A lot”

“Wait a minute, I forgot something...” Rob realised, carrying me over to the sofa and putting me down gently. He went over to his mini fridge and pulled out something small, then reached into his jacket pocket for his lighter.

“Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Kristen, happy birthday to you!” Rob sang happily, in the voice I’d missed so much, then came and sat next to me on the sofa, presenting me with a birthday cupcake, lit up with a candle sticking out of it.

“Oh! You’re such a dork. But, thank you, it looks lovely” I laughed, looking down at the cupcake in my hands, covered in bright pink icing.

“Make a wish, love!” Rob said obviously, as if talking to a child.

“I know what to do” I retorted with a fleeting glare, “but I just don’t know what more to wish for. I’m here, with you, aren’t I?”

As Rob nodded thoughtfully, I paused, remembering my earlier sentiments about wanting things to never change, to stay perfect. With that wish in mind, I blew out the candle and looked up into Rob’s beautiful eyes, brimming with love and adoration as always.

“And now...” Rob announced dramatically, reaching under the sofa to produce two small gift bags. “Time for your presents!”

He held in his hands two small gift bags, one black with a gold chain for a handle and the other deep purple with a pink, rope handle. Both looked incredibly expensive and both bore the names of what I could only guess to be jewellery stores in fancy scripture across the bottom.

“Rob, you didn’t have to get me anything...” I said quietly, about to protest against him spending money on me, since simply being able to spend my birthday with him was more than I could have ever wanted, but Rob gently put a finger to my lips.

“Ssh. I’ll have none of that. I wanted to!” The giddy excitement in his tone and the sparkle in his eyes stopped me from continuing my girlfriendly sassing. I made a show of sighing theatrically, closing my eyes, and holding out my hands as Rob handed over my first present, in the black box.

“They kind of go together...” Rob said nervously, “Like a set.”

I opened the bag and pulled out what could only be a ring box – small, velvet, and the notion of which had the frozen with apprehension. I looked up at Rob with wide, anxious eyes as he smiled at me reassuringly.

“Don’t worry. It’s not what you think” He paused, reaching to cup my face with his hand, thumb and forefinger gently stroking. “Not yet, anyway”

I slowly unlatched the box with fingers I didn’t even realise were shaking, to find a beautiful yet simple gold ring, laying atop a bed of midnight blue-black velvet. Upon taking it out, I could see how someone may mistake it for a gold wedding band, but as I rotated it around in my fingers, admiring it’s classic beauty and the way it shone as I held it to the light, what looked like inscription on the inside caught my eye. Rob’s name was engraved in the inside band of it, in his own messy, chicken-scrawl signature that I’d grown to love.

“Thank you Rob, I love it” I beamed, scooting my body closer to his to lean in for a kiss.

“Really? You don’t think it’s too corny?” Rob asked, his features still clouded with uncertainty and fear that I wouldn’t like his gifts, when, in fact, I couldn’t think of anything I could want more. The ring was beautiful yet quirky at the same time, just like Rob. It comforted me to think I would now be able to carry around a constant reminder of the one person I’d gotten accustomed to missing.

“Tom said it looked like it came out of a cereal box, but then, what does he know about-“Rob babbled quickly, his brows furrowed in worry. I giggled, silencing him as I climbed up his lap and flung my arms around his neck, kissing him deeply and letting my tongue linger there in his mouth, savouring the taste of his tongue and the way his soft lips moved against mine in perfect harmony, to let him know what I really thought of my present.

“So, I take it you liked it then?” Rob breathed, our foreheads pressed together as his arms circled my waist.

“Very much so. Thank you, babe, it’s lovely”

“So are you” He kissed my nose, and then reached behind us for the ring. “This is sort of like a promise ring from me to you. I promise to love you continually and that my heart is forever yours. You’ve had it since the moment I met you, in fact, on Catherine’s bed, and my feelings for you have only grown stronger as time went on” Rob paused, tightening his grip around my waist with one arm and softly brushing my hair away from my face with the other. “Kristen, you’re the first girl I ever truly been in love with and I can honestly say that I’d happily spend the rest of my days with you. This isn’t a proposal, not yet, it’s just my way of saying that I’m always gonna be here for you, wherever in the world we may be. And I thought you could wear this without looking too conspicuous and wherever you are, you know I’m right there with you”

I wasn’t sure when the tears had begun to fall, but I did know that they were now steadily trickling down my cheeks. I was frozen on his lap by the weight of his words, wondering what I possibly did to deserve him. Rob was the most loving, caring, honest person I had ever had the pleasure of meeting and I constantly had to thank whatever higher powers were up there for sending him in my direction. I opened my mouth to try and formulate some kind of worthy, genuine response, but I was at a loss for how I could ever better that.

“I love you. So much. Thank you” I managed to splutter, erupting into a fresh round of tears. I internally rolled my eyes – here I was, my boyfriend baring his heart and soul to me, and all I could manage in return was to be Kristen, the human water sprinkler.

“Oh, sweetheart! Rob murmured, drawing me even closer to him if that were possible, and enveloping me in a hug. “I love you too” He brushed feather-light kisses to the top of my head, hands running up and down my back in soothing waves. “Hey, love, it’s your birthday! Don’t cry” He softly wiped away the last remaining tears with his thumbs.

“No, they’re happy tears!” I assured him quickly, smiling to prove it. “I just can’t believe how lucky I am to have you”

“And I the same” Rob smiled back, lifting the ring from it’s box. He took my left hand in his own and slid the ring onto my middle finger.

“What do you think?” he asked, keeping our fingers loosely laced together.

I twirled my hand around in his various times, feigning contemplation, but, for fear of giving him a panic attack, I grinned, announcing finally, “It’s perfect”

I smiled to see his own grin widen. “Really?”

I nodded an ‘Mmhmm’ against him, admiring the way it felt like it had always been there on my hand.

“Then you’ll love this!” Rob exclaimed happily, his tone sounding almost proud of himself. He then proceeded to awkwardly place the other bag in my hands. I slid off my perch on his lap so I was sat next to him on the sofa, the deep purple gift bag beckoning to me like a siren call. Rob watched excitedly as I delved into the bag and this time, pulled out a slightly different box, rectangular in shape. I slowly popped open the box and what lay inside took my breath away. I looked up at him, eyes like saucers.

“You-you remembered” I breathed, the dreaded tears already threatening to continue falling.

The necklace inside was silver and on a long chain with an eight-shaped pendant dangling from the bottom. Encrusted in the pendant were at least twenty small diamonds, so beautiful and dazzling that they could put Edward Cullen to shame. It was gorgeous on it’s own, but what really made it more beautiful was what the symbol actually meant and moreover, the fact that Rob had remembered what I had told him in London nearly two years ago.

“You sound surprised!” Rob smirked, “I do pay attention, you know. Especially where you’re concerned”

“No, I just...It was such a long time ago...” I corrected, fondly pulling up the memory of that night from the dark abyss of my mind.

It was a cold, windy night in London, and Rob and I were only there for one night, for Twilight promotion. It was my first visit to the capital city and to make up for the fact that we were unable to engage in regular, touristy-type activities, Rob had suggested that we went out exploring later at night when the chances of getting mobbed were at their lowest. I could recall going out for dinner at some posh restaurant I had misplaced the name of and sampling something Rob had called ‘cottage pie’, which, although at first sounded like something Jella had just thrown up, turned out to be rather tasty actually. Rob then excitedly showed me a few places of interest – where he went to school, where Tom was banned from for setting fire to the bathroom, even his parents’ house, where I’d met his wonderful and welcoming family for the first time (and the late Patty, of course). By around 10pm, we were wandering the still crowded streets of Metropolitan London, when, for whatever reason, we stopped at a jewellery store. I’d never been a girly girl, or a big one for fashion, but I’d always loved jewellery. Not gaudy, Lady Gaga-esque style, but simply, elegant pieces, which may have been why we ended up at Chanel, my favourite designer, no less. Rob never complained once as I pointed out the infinity symbol on a pair of earrings to him, explaining that it stood for endless, timeless love, time looping back over itself, and can represent the conjoining and equality between male and female for eternity.

He did look genuinely interested, unlike most other guys would have, and like he was really concentrating – but I figured that was just Rob being all broody. I never dreamt he’d retain the information; I mean, on the rare occasions I talked to Michael about jewellery, he’s just nod his head and pretend he was listening, but then change the subject two seconds later. But Rob was different. The necklace I held in my hands and was marvelling over was proof of that.

“It was a long time ago” Rob agreed, rousing me out of my reverie. “But, even back then, even when things were more...complicated, I always knew I’d buy something like that for you. I was just waiting on the right moment”

It constantly touched me how a memory that seemed so insignificant and trivial to me at the time stood out so to Rob. It was a testament to what an amazing boyfriend he truly was.

“It’s...so gorgeous. Really. Thank you, Rob!” I grinned, running my fingers over the diamonds lightly.

“You don’t need to keep thanking me, love. I’m just glad you like them both” He carefully undid the clasp on the necklace, and after brushing the softest of kisses to my neck, did it up on my neck, where, like the ring had done, felt right at home. “Having you here, in Hungary, with me, is all I could ever want or need. And besides, it’s your birthday – I should be the one giving you what you really need, and not you flying halfway around the globe to see me. Not that I don’t appreciate it” he clarified, pulling me into his side as I snuggled into his neck. “Because I do. I missed you so much”

Rob’s words, as innocent as they were, stirred up certain feelings in me I hadn’t been able to freely express for far too long. His gentle words and soft caresses only left me wanting more and as my hungry eyes roamed over the beautiful, rugged body of the man I loved, the man who I hadn’t properly touched in over two weeks, my eyes darkened with desire. I could feel the tell-tale flames spreading across my body, so, to Rob’s utter surprise, I climbed back onto his lap and locked my arms in a death grip around his neck.

“You’re right” I murmured, nibbling at his neck. “It is my birthday” Peck. “And I really missed you too” Kiss. “So, you want to know what I really need?” Bite.

Rob yelped in shock, but it was only a matter of seconds before I noticed the change in his composure, the way his own eyes burned. “I don’t need to be asked twice!” he replied, hands travelling down my back. “And what kind of man would I be if I didn’t indulge my girlfriend on her birthday?”

“Terrible” I managed, hands already in his hair.

Rob’s able hands made quick work of my shirt, which, to be fair, was his anyway, as I awkwardly tried to unbutton his own Victorian dress shirt, which resulted in much giggling and me pinning him flat against the sofa – much to his delight. It was a kind of unspoken rule between the two of us that whenever we made love in each other’s trailers, we always left bottoms on – you know, just in case of unforeseen visitors. But, truth be told, in that moment, I didn’t care who was watching.

Due to our time apart, every touch, every kiss, and every word Rob whispered huskily into my ear melted into my skin like liquid static, leaving me glowing.

“Jesus, Kris, you’re so beautiful. I missed this” Rob breathed then in my ear. I shivered with desire and grabbed at him desperately at as much of him as I could. The feel of our bodies moving together in perfect harmony was something I never realised I’d missed until those feelings of longing were aroused deep in my subconscious.

Making love with Rob always felt like this, like the first time again, but this was on another level entirely. I craved every inch of rob’s gorgeous body – wanted to feel his three day stubble against my skin, to have his guitar-calloused fingers on me, for his velvet soft lips to be all over my starving canvas. Just as Rob roughly rolled me underneath him to presumably carry out my unspoken wishes, there was a loud knocking on the trailer door, followed by the deep, baritone voice of Rob’s director.

“Rob! I don’t mean to disturb you, but are you ready to shoot the next scene?”

“Uh-huh. Sure! Just give me a sec!” Rob called back breathily, still hovering over me.

I sighed as Rob moved reluctantly off of me to get dressed. I hadn’t even considered how short his lunch break was. Ah well, I had gotten a sufficient fill of my boyfriend for now.

Rob hurriedly zipped up his trousers and shrugged on his white shirt, leaving his bow tie fully undone around his neck. After slipping on his socks and shoes, he turned back to me with an apologetic smile. “I’m sorry, love. Duty calls.” He paused, bending down to softly kiss my forehead. “I promise you we’ll finish up where we left off soon as I get back. I love you!” He smiled, plucking three swift kisses onto my lips, as I hung onto the last one for as long as I could.

“I’m holding you to that” I smiled back, “Now, go enjoy your threesome. I hope you think of me”

Rob glared at me, flipping me the bird as he turned to leave.

“I love you too!” I called, giggling mischievously as I realised with a start that Rob had buttoned his shirt in all the wrong holes and his delicious hair was sticking up in every direction.

Nothing like marking your territory, I thought to myself giddily. Oh, what a birthday.


Writer's Block: It's allergies ... really!

Posted on 2010.08.24 at 03:56
What was the last thing that made you cry?

Remember Me. Lmao! I'm such a sap. I didn't shed too many tears in the cinema, but, for whatever reason, I was fully bawling my eyes out when I re-watched my DVD last month! I don't like seeing Rob die, it was obviously too traumatising for my fragile self that day! :) Who can blame me?! If I was bad, I can only imagine how bad Kristen felt watching it the two or more times she's seen it!

oh, baby, it's magic, you know (:

Posted on 2010.08.24 at 02:07
Hey, everyone, I’m back! :) I honestly loved Florida & Disneyland, they were so much fun! & The Wizarding World of Harry Potter was so amazing, I’m not sure I have enough fantabulous words in my vocabularly to describe it…but we’ll get to that in a minute ;) I set off for Florida on the 7th of August around 1am & all in all, it took nearly 18 hours to get there..5 hours from Plymouth to Gatwick, 9 hours from Gatwick to Florida, & 3 hours from Sanford to our hotel..so I was exhausted! We stayed in Disney’s Caribbean Beach Resort, which was actually in Disney itself. It was really pretty; it was split into different Caribbean islands, and my Mum, sister & I stayed in Martinique, which was a two story building split into rooms, in pink & blue - totally what I’d love my house to look like! :) We were incredibly grateful for the air-con when we went back to the room each day..it was soooo boiling there! Not that I look any browner, haha!

The hotel had hopper buses to the different resorts, which was handy. On the first week, we did all the different parks in Disney - Magic Kingdom on the first day, Disney’s Hollywood Studios, Animal Kingdom, Epcot & Downtown Disney. They were all great! :) At Magic Kingdom, we did all the rides, like Thunder Mountain, Peter Pan’s adventure & Alladin’s Magic Carpets, and watched a 3D Mickey movie, which was awesome! We wanted to do Small World but it was being renovated! :/ There was also two parades we watched that day..the 3pm one and then the 9m one in the evening, which was so good! :D All the floats & everything were decked out in lights..it was pretty magical. On the 4th day, we went to Hollywood Studious, where they had some really fun rides..I loved the Aerosmith Roller Coaster, which was my sister’s first time on an upside down rollercoaster! We also went on The Tower of Terror after this..I have never screamed so much in my life. My god. You sit in this lift & it bounces you from the top of the tower to the bottom about 3 times…it gives your stomach butterflies to say the least! I also bought a nice Tinkerbell top that day..I have really overdosed on Tinkerbell this holiday! Tbh, she is my favourite character, I ♥ her, but I didn’t realise quite how much I had bought…3 tops, pj’s, hoodie, tattoos, badge, light up tinkerbell, e.t.c! The day after that, we went to Animal Kingdom, which was nice, but it was absolutely roasting & because of that, bugs everywhere! :/ Also, when you ate, freaking giant birds & ducks roamed around..which, for me, wasn’t good, lol! Apart from that, we watched a really fun 3D Bugs Life movie, where you feel bugs in your seat & everything. We also went on safari, which was really great! :) Saw all kinds of wild animals! I think, after that, we went to Epcot on the 6th day, which I really loved. It has one main part & then it’s split into different countries. We did a space ride & one called Soarin, which was cool because you feel like you’re flying all over america :) Then we visited the other countries, where they don’t have rides, but you get to see places like Japan, France, Germany & China. I ate a German pretzel & spoke German, ha! We also watched a French film about the countryside there..where the girl behind me fell asleep! We also watched the fireworks in the evening, which were the best I’ve ever seen, no lie. They had lasers, a globe rotating with fireworks coming out of it & more..liked them a lot! :)

We did a lot of shopping there…Went to the Florida Mall, which is huuugge! I went to HOT TOPIC!! I didn’t buy anything, because it was quite small & crowded sadly, but still super cool :) Loads of Hello Kitty but like only half a rail of Twilight stuff & no clothes? :/ I also got two Eclipse tops in Nordstrom!! They ran out of cut outs though :( We also went to the Prime Outlets, like designer stuff, but a little cheaper. I got some nice stuff in Forever 21, a leopard coat, necklaces & a sequinned bow, & then went in Betsey Johnson!! :D Omg, that stuff is drool worthy. &&& I got a carrier bag, haha! Thought I would, since I couldn’t afford anything else, haha! Seriously, everything is gorgeous..the bags, dresses, jewellery…I want it all! :D

On the 2nd & 3rd days of the first week, and on the Friday of the 2nd week, we went to see my reason for even coming to Florida in the first place…The Wizarding World of Harry Potter!!! I’m being completely honest when I say that it is simply AMAZING!! I loved it SO MUCH! :D It is so much like how I wanted it to look & more, so like the books & movies, I felt like I was actually a wizard in Hogwarts :) You get into it through Islands of Adventure, and once you see the sign, you walk straight into Hogsmeade!! It was beautiful..everything was snow-topped & everything in the shops looked like something straight out of my imagination, if not better. Some things even moved! Like, there were some shops you couldn’t go in, but could just look in the windows at, like Gladrags, where they had Hermione & Harry’s dress robes, and there was a plant shop where Neville’s plant was waving around in the window! As soon as you walk into Hogsmeade, the Hogwarts Express is right there, chugging away, with the train conductor stood there, talking about Hogwarts to you :) I totally had to tak a picture with him! We had to queue to get into the shops the first week, so I queued for Honeydukes, where you can walk straight into Zonko’s! Again, amazing. Honeydukes was so great, with candy everywhere! Me & Shakira got chocolate frogs! Delicious!! :D Mine came with Rowena Ravenclaw’s & Shakira’s 2 came with Salazar Slytherin & Godric Gryffinfor..we should’ve got another to try & get Helga Hufflepuff! In Zonko’s, it looks a little like Weasley’s Wizard Weezes, where I bought a Pygmy Puff (whom I named Luna, btw) & a Pygmy Puff top! :) I also bought Dumbledore’s wand! How cool is that?! I wanted Hermione’s, but they ran out..Dumbledore is awesome, so he was my next choice :) I sent some postcards to family & friends at Owl Post, where they were stamped with a Hogsmeade stamp. As for the rides, they were INCREDIBLE! The Forbidden Journey one in the castle was around a 75 minute wait, but totally worth it. You queue outside through greenhouses & stuff, then get inside in a portrait hall where they move & talk (which was so awesome!!) & then go in Dumbledore’s office & see freaking Dumbledore!! Who looked so real, I thought it was! He talks for a bit, then you see Harry, Ron & Hermione, who also talk to you! There was even R/Hr! ♥ Hermione goes ‘Ron, you’re making it snow again!’ when snow comes down on you, then Ron goes ‘Hermione. She’s barking but brilliant’ After that, you go onto the ride, where you’re strapped onto this 4 person feet dangle bench…& it was sooooo good! You fly through the castle, the trio talk to you, you see Dementors, you fly Quidditch & go nearly upside down! LOVED IT. I rode it twice ;) Then we did the Flight of the Hippogriff, which was sweett - you sit in like a tweed/wood hippogriff & Hagrid tells you to bow to the moving Buckbeak as you pass, then it’s a little rollercoaster..not scary but really good! :) Then, by myself (my Mum & sister weren’t brave enough) I queued for the last ride, Dragon Challenge. It was really long waiting, but you go into the Twiwizard tent thing & see the cup, then queue through caves & stuff. You have to pick which dragon to ride, Cedric’s Red one or Harry’s blue one, so naturally I rode Cedric, ahem..;) You also had to then pick front row or other rows & I thought I’d pick other rows but I accidentally went in the front row queue, lol! It was soooo good! Really fast…you go upside down & stuff..very cool :) I drank Butterbeer in The Hog’s Head too! I have to say, sadly, it’s not that nice..It tastes like caramel & cream, dessert like, but I got a mug to keep :D I also stole Vicky a little plastic cup I had my pear cider in ;) Thought she should get one too :) I ate fish & chips in The Three Broomsticks, which was yummy. To summarise, it was incredible..Vicky & I need to go together, she’d ♥ it too! :D


Posted on 2010.07.26 at 19:21
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Current Music: david guetta ft bruno mars - her world goes on.
Hiya (: Just checking in!

I just wanted to let everyone know that I have not abandoned my RK fic, but that in fact, I'm almost done with it & hope to have it up by the end of this week :) I'm just a perfectionist, so it takes 10 x as long!

On another note..my best friend, Vicky has just come back off her holiday & so we're spending some time together this week..Eclipse for the 5th time on Wednesday, then she's sleeping round & we're headed to the beach on the train on Thursday! :D Simply because we're strange & want to go on a train.

So, whatever you do, enjoy your week! :) ..xo

EDIT - I suck, I know. But it's commmmiiiing! I promise ;) Stay with me, dears. :)

I'm a little juiced today. Can you tell? ;)

Posted on 2010.06.30 at 19:07

Hello :)

Just a quick little message in case anyone cares or is wondering ; I'm working on a few fairly long Rob/Kristen one-shots & also on a multi-chaptered Harry Potter crossover fic that I really need to finish! So, I am alive & I am working, and I hope to have a new piece coming out pretty soon :)

Oh! Also...I'm offering an original piece of R/K fanfiction for the Florida Gulf Coast charity auction..so, if you like my stuff, come bid on me! ;) It'd be much appreciated.

Oooooo, oh, oh! And and even bigger piece of exciting news - I'm off to see 
ECLIPSE on Friday!! :D SO EXCITED! ♥ Luckily & hugely surprisingly actually, our Vue cinema here in England is doing a Twilight Double Bill - Twilight & New Moon back - to - back, starting at 7pm to get you in the mood for a midnight showing of Eclipse! :) My best friend & I are obsessed, no word of a lie, & so you can probably guess how special it is to us to finally get to watch a midnight showing of something we ♥ so much! So, needless to say, we're going armed & ready in our I ♥ Rob (myself ;) ) and I ♥ Taylor (Vicky) tops & bags! I'm thinking of even busting out my Edward action figure for his first journey outside..and hey, he won't have to worry about dazzling, it'll be dark ;). Now you've seen what a huge nerd I am, let's move on....onto more nerdy passions! 

Ok, next on the agenda. 

I don't even know where to start, other than...AMAZING!! :D The last two installments will be epic, I'm well assured now. ♥



Please give a damn.

Posted on 2010.06.30 at 18:24
Offering fanfiction for the Gulf Coast charity has made me think a little more about what we can do as a fandom to help make a difference & this is just a site I became aware of recently, for straight people who support gay rights & want equality for all, whether that be gays, lesbians, bisexuals or transgenders. It sickens me that Prop8 still exists & that people are being denied the right to freely express their love through marriage. Take a look around & we might be able to change things.


so hot, i'll melt your popsicle ;)

Posted on 2010.06.24 at 18:33

Katy Perry, I love you. And your wardrobe - I'd happily live in it forever. And, if you ever throw anything out,  you know where I am ;) Just sayin'. If I had your clothes, I'd want nothing more than to look like a walking cupcake! :) 

This is an ode to my fashion icon. Miss Perry, I salute you. ♥


Robsten make the sun shine. ♥

Posted on 2010.06.12 at 01:24

Well, hello again (: I am very, very happy to announce that I have officially finished my exams for this year! No more revision for a while now; what a relief! Fingers crossed I did alright, I'll know in late August. Eeep. :/

Anyway, now that I have time, can we please talk about the freaking EPICNESS that was the MTV Movie Awards?! :O Okay, so, I did have a Biology exam the day after they were on here in England, on the Monday, but I have zero self-restraint when it comes to RK/Twilight related things, so on Monday, before they showed on MTV, I snuck onto WithoutDrowning & KristenOwnsMe...and instantly had a major fan attack. *insert insanely high pitched squeeeing here*

I'm gonna discuss this step by step, because if i don't, I'll just spazz out & a load of nonsense will come out!
To start with, they both looked gorgeous :) I'm thinking Kristen should just keep those extensions. And her dress looked lovely However, Rob needs to store those trousers somewhere. Like, erm, in the bin.

ProudRob when she won had me squealing so loud...it kills me!  I'm sure you all heard him 'woo-ing' when she won?  Adorable. I loved that part! The hand lingering on the chest, & how he stayed standing until she was on the stage. The way he was watching her was for sure a man in

And when he won, thanking her! I was like :O You could tell he was stalling with all the other names, just trying in some way to strike up the courage to say the name he most cares about. ♥  Kristen looked genuinely shocked, like she didn't expect that. Bless him. His publicist was telling, you could see the 'awww!
And the kiss. I have no words. Although I had a little inkling they might have a sneaky kiss, I wasn't sure they'd actually go through with it..good on Rob for planting one on her! :D  I don't care what anyone says, that was a kiss. I'll betcha there was even some sneaky tongue action It did look a little like he thought it was gonna go on longer? I somehow don't think Kristen minded. It's adorable how they supposedly got the giggles backstage & took a while to go back in again since they were all giddy

Her little trip & the half hug!! My favourite apart from the kiss. She just forgot everyone was there & ran straight to him like a girlfriend would  Him keeping his hand on her back until they got to the stage too..

I also loved Katy & Russel cheering for them! I was thinking & they're probably invited to her wedding, right? Rob being her friend & Kristen the +1? Katy knows they're together anyway. Wedding pictures, squeee! :)




Bliss - A Rob/Kristen one-shot.

Posted on 2010.05.28 at 18:58
TITLE:  Bliss
AUTHOR: sparklycupcakex 
PAIRING/POV: Rob/Kristen
SUMMARY: This is actually a slightly older one-shot I wrote, from November, when the infamous hand holding pictures surfaced. :D It's probably over-fluffified, because I'm me, & that's what I'm like, but it's just what I like to think happened that night & what was running through Kristen's mind. KPOV.
DISCLAIMER: Very sadly, I do not own Rob or Kristen. I just like to think I do ;) They are real people & I just like to toy with them.

Flashing. Clicking. Blinding. The paparazzi had always been an extremely painful thorn in my side, but this…did they have no respect? It always boggled my mind how normal people, if that'd indeed what they were, were able to invade so easily, and so happily, in fact, into peoples' personal lives and feel the need to document their most private, intimate moments. It was like a work of art getting destroyed. They'd turned what was a beautiful, cherished moment between Rob and I into a messy, press free-for-all. In a matter of seconds, we'd gone from being at peace with a couple of security to surrounded by the media, all peering in from behind trash cans greedily like we were unwilling performing animals at a zoo. I sighed, ducking my head. Tomorrow, the pictures would be plastered all over the internet. I knew this would happen somehow. Every time we tried to be a normal couple, something got in the way. Our moment of bliss, shattered.

"I'm sorry" Rob murmured, quiet as breath, slowly untangling his fingers from my own, " I didn't see them watching"

I turned fiercely to the photographers that had steadfast become the bane of my life. It was a struggle to not just turn and flip them off, giving them my best bitch face. Such a tempting deal.

I glanced up quickly to check his expression, and although there wasn't a great deal of change in his composure, I could see the disappointment and sadness settling there behind his eyes. I knew he felt the same way that I did - tired of pretending we were nothing more than best buddies and being unable to do things as a normal couple without having sneak around like ninjas. I thought of Taylor, who could easily start a relationship with his girl Taylor Swift and go to Lakers Games together without that fact being ostracized and scrutinised in the media. They weren't co-stars. He was lucky in that way. Of course, I wouldn't change the fact that I had fallen in love with Rob for the world, but I knew it bothered him sometimes too that we had about as much freedom as battery hens. I guessed it was worse for him. Rob had been in love with me much longer than I had with him. I'd been slow - It took me a while to realise I needed to try and be with him. But for Rob, it had always been there. Looking up at him now, I could see why he was saddened with our situation. He wanted to profess his love for me from the rooftops and inform the world we were a couple, and I'd love that too, but that had been difficult to do so far. I paused, my mind going into overdrive. Why should it have to be difficult though?

With a wide grin spreading across my features, I hastily reached back and took his hand in my own, only much tighter this time. His face flashed to mine, wearing an expression mixed with disbelief and elation. I simply nodded, only curling my fingers around his more tightly, and running my fingers over the leather strap on his wrist that matched my own. He'd given me the bracelet before he left to film Remember Me and had kept another for himself, saying that even when we were far apart, we could still feel close. I glanced down at the thin strap on my wrist and smiled faintly - I'd clung to that last remnant of him for over a month, and when the ache of missing him got too bad, I always tried to pull strength from that little piece of evidence of his love.

"What?-" Rob began, though I soon silenced him, putting a finger to his lips.

"Let them watch." I said gently, but with the firm assertion I knew he needed to hear from me. "Since when did I care about a couple of shitty photographers? They can stick the pictures up their asses" I shrugged, smirking.

"You're sure?" I caught him reading my face, trying to decide if I was real or not. I knew he only wanted what made me happy, which sparked my decision further.

"Sure as can be" I replied, "I'm fed up of pretending"

Rob's answering smile melted my heart in a way that only he could. His grin was so dazzling he could have given Edward Cullen a run for his money.

"You have no idea how much this means to me, love" he said softly, squeezing my hand and looking at me with the same, if not definitely doubled, amount of tenderness and adoration I remembered from our early days of working together on Twilight.

"Oh, I know, trust me"

It was crazy to think of how far we'd come. From the initial flirting on Twilight to being a real couple on our promotional tour for New Moon. Unintentionally, I let out a giggle. Rob looked at me with amusement, cocking an eyebrow.

"Do I get to hear it?" he asked.

"I was just thinking of how far we've come in a year…It's insane" I replied.

"I know…I mean, we're in Paris, baby! Together!" Rob agreed, so loudly he almost yelled it.

"Remember last time we were here?" I smiled fondly at the memory.

Rob then proceeded to begin to sing Frère Jacques at the top of his lungs, so I took that as a yes.

"Rob!" I laughed, playfully shoving him. "We're attracting enough attention to ourselves as it is, we don't need to deafen half of Paris too!" Deep down, I was thrilled at how happy this small, yet meaningful action was making him. Rob had waited such a long time to be able to show off his love for me; he more than deserved this little slice of public PDA. And, to be honest, I was loving it too. The media attention, not so much, but that I could learn to deal with.

"And London tomorrow" he smiled warmly. "I can't wait to take you back"

"I know" I replied, squeezing his hand. I knew how much it meant to him to head back to England, even if it was for only a day or so. And I also know how much it meant to him that I'd be with him to share in that happiness.

From that moment on, I felt a sudden weight lift from my shoulders that I didn't even know was a burden to me before, and I lifted my head higher, walked straighter - prouder. I didn't need to feel conflicted and scared of sharing the truth anymore; everybody knew already, and if they didn't, then they did now. And that was ok.

"I can just imagine the talk show questions now" Rob laughed nervously.

I nodded. "I know…But we'll work around them. We always do."

I was so encapsulated in my own little bubble, so enraptured in this little slice of heaven, that I did a double take as I saw the looming figure of our private jet awaiting our arrival on the runway, set aside, like it was in a separate league of its own. I shook my head, a little in awe of the situation. I was in Paris. With Rob. On our press tour for New Moon. About to get on our private jet. To quote Bella, that kind of stuff just doesn't happen in real life. It doesn't exist. I could have never imagined this life for myself a year ago. It was scary, yet mesmerizing at the same time to think of how one little decision could change your life so drastically, set it on a different path.

We'd stopped at the same time just before the steps of the plane. And I knew why. Suddenly, I felt Rob's arm tighten around my waist and I leaned into him, not caring at all who was watching. Our security staff were used to this kind of thing between us and always very tactfully averted their eyes. I didn't need Edward Cullen's vampiric gift to know that Rob felt exactly the same as I did in that instant. I didn't need to look at him to know. I just felt it.

"I'm so blessed" Rob murmured quietly, softly kissing my hair.

I looked up, touched by the depth of his words. I didn't know exactly what he was talking about, but regardless, he always came out with such beautiful sentiments when you least expected it. I wished more people knew about that.

"For what?"

At this, he simply gestured to the runway and then to me. "This. You. Everything." He paused. "A year ago, I was an unemployable drunk about to get evicted from my flat. Now…" He trailed off, grinning, as he pressed my body closer to his once more. "You came into my life, and everything changed for the better…my world got brighter…Look at all this. You gave me this. You've always been my inspiration. You're the reason I'm here today. Thank you"

I blinked a couple times, willing myself not to well up. We rarely found time to escape everything and just have a heart to heart, but when we did, they were always so profound. Looking Rob straight in the eyes, I prayed that I could find the right words to tell him how grateful I was that he was in my life. "I love you. So much" I whispered into his ear, so that only he could hear. "I should thank you. You've been so consistent throughout all of this and so wonderful. I'm certain I couldn't be here without you either"

"I love you more" he whispered back, and just as we were taking in our last view of Paris, he added in an amused tone "And just so you know - I can't live in a world where you don't exist"

I rolled my eyes, then followed him up the stairs and into the plane, not willing to let go of his hand for a second. For some reason, I always felt vulnerable and awkward during press tours - with Rob, I felt safe. I didn't need to worry about what I said or how I came across. He loved me for me. And that was more than I could ever ask for.

The plane was even more majestic in its interior. Taylor grinned as we entered, waving happily. He was sat with Chris Weitz on one of the 3 luxurious sofas on the plane, dressed in jeans, a brown shirt, and a leather jacket.

"Hey!" He exclaimed brightly, popping a grape in his mouth. "Where've ya been?"

"Hi" I managed weakly, Rob and I flopping down on the sofa opposite Taylor and Chris. It baffled me how the kid managed to sound so chipper at 4 in the morning.

"We got held up" I glared sourly out the window to prove my point

Rob nodded in Taylor's direction. "She always distracts me so much. It's awful"

I whacked him on the head.

"I can imagine" Taylor laughed.

"Now we're all accounted for, are we ready for takeoff?" Chris asked. I was beyond thankful it was Chris with us and not someone else. He was so accepting and focused, and with all his quirkiness and love of orange things, it made the whole process a lot easier.

We all vehemently and reluctantly agreed, and he disappeared to tell the pilot we were good to go.

"I can't wait for the press conference tomorrow" Taylor announced cheerily once we were in the air.

Rob and I exchanged a glance.

"I think he's wired differently to us" Rob said.

"Definitely" I agreed, raising an eyebrow. "Taylor the Energizer Werewolf"

We both laughed at this thought, and as Taylor went to protest, I picked a grape up from the fruit bowl in front of us and threw it directly at him. Naturally, he caught it straight in his mouth like a dog with a Frisbee. I smirked. Maybe there were more similarities with his wolf side than he thought.

Once we were in the air and Taylor was engaged with Chris in a very animated conversation about something or other, I felt Rob's arms wrap around me and I snuggled into his embrace, leaning my head against his shoulder. He slowly reached down to kiss the top of my head and I smiled contently. These moments were so precious and so seldom found, so every opportunity we had to be together, sans public scrutiny, was a blessing.

"You know" Rob said softly, "Paris is the city of love..."

I looked up in curiosity. What exactly was he proposing?

"How about we come back again another time and really see Paris? Once we find time, of course" He smiled down at me, using that smile he saved for me and me only, the very smile that made me weak putty in his capable hands.

"I'd love that" I replied, "It'd be nice to see more than just the inside of our hotel room"

Rob nodded in agreement, and then was silent for a moment, looking off into space with that deeply thoughtful expression that so often graced his features.

"What is it?" I twisted around to look at him properly.

"What I said earlier…about wanting to take you home, I really meant it. You're so important to me, and I can't wait to show everyone just why. I know it's only for a day, but you should know, my mum has invited 18 people. Including Tom. All of whom are chomping at the bit to see you again. She's that excited" He laughed, running a thumb across my cheek.

"Aah" I choked, feeling very self conscious at the thought. "Should I be scared?"

"Very" Rob smirked. I put a hand over his, not at all wanting to make it sound like I didn't care. I knew how important it was to him to bring me back to England to see his family and friends, regardless of the fact that I'd met his mother once or twice already, and had Tom's mobile number stored in my phone on speed dial.

"I'm looking forward to it" I smiled warmly. "And maybe we can go back for longer than a day at some point too?"

Rob's eyes lit up in the way I knew they would when I suggested that. "I'd love that. My Mum's already trying to get you over to London for Christmas" He grinned at the sheer mention and I couldn't help but beam back. Christmas in England? Dinner with the Pattinsons? I couldn't think of anywhere else I'd rather be than with Rob for the holidays.

"That's not such a bad idea"



I left Rob to mull that over, still smiling, and while we enjoyed a moment of silence, I studied his face - his perfect jaw line, the way his cheekbones cut across his rugged face, the intensity in his blue-green eyes, the three- day stubble, and the perfectly disarranged hair I loved so much. Suddenly, I was overcome by the immediate, desperate desire to touch him, to feel his touch. We'd had so little time the past week to eat or sleep, let alone do anything else, and what I felt for him right now was desire acute to the point of need. I remembered the last time we connected properly was on the plane here, and we'd only managed to get a few minutes in then, since our publicists were on at us the whole way.

Rob noticed my strange expression. "What?" he asked in amusement.

"How about…?" I suggested, reaching up to whisper seductively in his ear what I had planned.

Rob's eyes widened and then locked with mine, the fierce desire burning there too. "I'm not complaining" he winked.

We waited until Taylor disappeared into the pilot's area to ask something, then, taking Rob's hand tightly in mine, we snuck to the aeroplane's bathroom and continued where we left off. Our moment of bliss, rekindled, like wildfire.

Hey (: I felt like such an awful person for not wishing Robert Pattinson a very Happy Birthday on his actual Birthday, May 13th, but I was revising for my exams..& I still am, but I just wanted to take the chance to do it properly here :) Because I felt like I epically failed as a fan. I managed it for K-Stew, but no Rob, so, with no further ado..



As you can probably tell, I'm dearly in love with this man & I hope he had an amazing, paparazzi-free birthday with those he loves..ahem, Kristen ;) And luckily, I know he did! I recently heard about he & Kristen heading to Laguna Beach for a weekend mini-break which made me squeee no end, I can tell you. :) It just makes me really happy that no-one even noticed they were there - apart from one dude who didn't really know who they were & didn't bother them at all - until they left.

&& I quote: @hollywoodlife - He and Kstew had a low-key dinner at the Ritz and then went for a romantic beach stroll! How cute?!!


Gah. I have no words. Dinner at The Ritz & then a romantic stroll along the beach?! I can imagine that was Rob's favourite birthday of all time ;) ♥ 

So, to my favourite sex haired person in the world, I only have this to say. Please just continue being your amazing self & in return people like myself will continue to love & support you and watch everything you do. :)

X x X x X x X x



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